things are happening so fast!

so last night i basically hurt my shoulder trying to lift something while talking on the phone & lifting something in my other hand at the same time. . .not a good idea. .now i can barely lift my shoulder : (

tonight me & Tori are going to go to the Seasons Love concert so that should be fun. . .

tommorrow i have to go take stupid assets tests, so that should be a thrill!

can't wait for camber. . .

P.S. i miss keira sooooo much & the second she gets off the plane Tori & I are taking her to BJ's to have the best pazookie ever, she deserves it after eating all those Rice & Beans down in Africa : D

what a morning

To start off this morning has been terrible, my alarm clock was set for 5:00 am so i could get up & make it to church by 7:00am to help watch kids with Tori before merge. My alarm never went off & i woke up after 7:00. I'm rushing to get ready & then when im ready to go i find out i cant take my car because it might break down. . .My dad had to go to work so he couldn't take me to church either. . .
so right now i am stuck at home. . .my car is STILL not fixed & now i missed church

i feel like i'm 12 years old & i cant go anywhere. .fun fun

yay, no i have to stay home all day, so exciting!

i don't know what the title should be

i don't know what to blog about lately. . .

ya know how you make popcorn the old fashioned way on the stove in a pan. . .as soon as the pop corn starts popping, then all the rest of those hundred kernels start popping everywhere all at once, i feel like one of those popcorn kernels ha : D weird anology huh?

i can't believe Tori is leaving in 4 weeks, it just doesn't feel like there's enought time left to spend with her before she goes. . .soon me & shannon will be without Tori & Keira. i feel like God blessed me with these friends & now he's just ripping them right out of my life. I know im not suppose to always understand God's plans but that doesnt make things easier. Well at least i am blessed to have a little time left with Tori before she leaves & i become a loner haha

just to let you know, when you read my blogs i will go from one topic to the next & they don't always tie together, because i am random & as soon as one thought pops into my head i start typing it. So im sorry, if you don't like it, then don't read my blog lol : D

My mom is having surgery tommorrow morning so if anyone who reads this could pray for her, that would be really thoughtful.

For now,

Tamara

blah. . .

. saturday was my bday party, i had fun & i am glad that all my friends came

. Sunday i went to the 9 oclock service with Bree & Josh & her family. . .it was a really good sermon, then Amanda, me, David & kevin went to Pei Wei. yumm

. today im going to spend time with an old neighboor who is very lonely & is in deffinite need of some company. . .elders are so sweet : )

well i guess im going to spend the night at lacies tonight. . .i feel blah

P.S. God's plans for me are WAYY bigger than i thought. . .he still keeps me in awe everyday

feels like a long day

Hey everyone just a reminder my Party is tommorrow at 5:00pm!!!
After everyone eats, were planning on leaving the house at 7:00 or 8:00pm the latest for the Scavenger Hunt, make sure you bring your digital camera to the party
Send me a comment if you need directions. . .

yay the Dark Night came out today, Heath Ledger looks sooo scary in that movie but i cant wait to see it!

p.s. right now i am so bored : /

SunSplash & The Mine

Yesterday was a LONG DAY, I met up with Tori at SunSplash with the Kids that Tori nannies. Then Sam shows up & sees us by the lockers, turns out he bought a ticket to the wrong water park when tori said were at "SUNSPLASH". But i guess Sam didn't put 2 in 2 together.lol (no offence sam) So he ended up getting someones wrist band & got into the water park. It was a fun day,i got some sun & Tori got Sun Burnt haha, sorry tor!

Then later that night we went to the Mine, it was a good sermon & basically a slap inthe face to me & Tori. We went over Timothy 2 which is one of my favs, Jeff Royce is so smart i wish i knew as much as he did. Basically we were reminded that when u have problems u shouldn't always be running to a friend, when God's right there wanting to lift that weight off of your shoulders. So don't let your pride fool you into thinking you can things on your own, because your not gonna go very far without God.

P.S. I get my baby back in a day! i miss my car soo much that im going to hug the seats when i get in it. . . i know i'm a creeper right tori? ha ha

A sigh of relief

Well yesterday was my Birthday & halfway through the day i was feeling down my dad was upset & i felt like it was ruining the day. But later things got better & i enjoyed going out to dinner with my family. I had a big steak for dinner, yumm. . .lol i could never be a VEGETARIAN. While i was at dinner i got to talk to my parents about alot thats been going on in my life lately. It was nice to have them listen and give me advice. That night i realized that even though my parents aren't anywhere near perfect i am still very lucky to have them as my parents & i thank God for my Family as CRAZY as they are, there still MY FAMILY : )


P.S. if you've never heard the song "WASHED BY THE WATERS" go down to my playlist and listen its soothing & reminds me that Gods sittin right there with me when you're feelin down

Great Experience!

today i had my worship audition and i was a little nervous, i didn't really know how it would turn out being that it was my first audition i've ever had. But God amazes me. . . .i was praying before my audition and i was like "God if this is what you want me to do your gonna have to help me out, because i feel like i'm needing some strength right now". When i went up on stage all of my fears & worries about messing up went away, my audition experience went very well. I am glad to say that God really let me use my passion for singing shine at that audition.

even when i feel alone or scared God really is always there at anytime or any experience and he is in control & trust me i am more than okay with that


tamara

wow! this teams amazing

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WNyNp9-zwI

being rained on

So yesterday i had to work (yuck), but then i hung out with Tori afterwards we went swimming, then headed off to camber. Might i add i thought worship was amazing last night, and i nearly lost my voice, not a good thing when i have Worship Auditions on Saturday! : / Then the whole gang went to TGI Fridays & it was lots of fun but leaving there was even more fun. I couldn't even walk to my car without being soaking wet, this was the hardest i've ever seen it rain in AZ it was the best! ofcourse knowing my dad he wanted to take our car out and drive REALLY FAST through the flooded streets, there where cars stauled everywhere cuz it was flooded but not ours ha ha. i don't think there's an inch on our car thats not covered in mudd. Fun times. . . .I LOVE THE RAIN

tamara. . . .

or as lacie would say "tammy the tulip" ha ha no, HATE THAT

Almost attaked by a pack of Wild Coyotes

yep the title pretty much says it all. So Tori and I were standing outside keiras house chatting with lindsey having a good time as usual. Then Tori stops talking and says coyotes are coming down the mountain, of course Lindsey and I don't believe her. . .then we hear the pack of coyotes howling and fighting and the sound just keeps coming closer and closer. Tori then starts to run to her car freaked out and i follow her. Then i start screaming and we basically take off down the street 50 mph.



so. . .lesson learned don't stay outside late at night by the mountain at Keiras house or you 'll get attaked by coyotes. enough said : )

 i finally made it to the blogging world, i am thrilled to be here (not). . .more to come soon : )