the more i seek you

The more i seek you,
the more i find you
The more i find you,
the more I love you

I wanna sit at your feet drink from the cup in your hand.
Lay back against you and breath,
here your heart beat
This love is so deep,
it's more than I can stand.
I melt in your peace, it's overwhelming

ahhh. . .thats all

Freshman agian, Yuck!

Well i have English tommorrow & im excited but dont really know what to expect, hopefully i wont get a 5-page essay the first day.lol im so glad im not taking a Math class right now or else i would probably be driving myself crazy this year. wowo saying this year feels weird cuz its not like other ears, i wonder what God has in store oooh & i cant wait for my dance class to start!lol even though im taking Modern Dance & that can sometimes be weird i am still excited to give it a try haha

hangin out

Hey everyone just checkin in. i just got done spending the day with Tori & her roommate & we actually had fun in boring old Tucson.haha

now i'm just chillin in Toris dorm  & were all exhausted & hungry

But i might add im a tad claustrophobic : D

well for now. . . .

Waiting on God's Timing

At times God can steer you in one direction & then you think your doing what God

wants but then he decides to flip things upside down. It is crazy & thats what i feel like is going

on right now in my life. I feel like what is God wanting from me right now? Im stuck in Arizona

when one to many friends are leaving to college or moving or going on mission trips. So this year

is deffinitley going to be wayyy different its going to Change alot & i dont know if i like that.

i greatly regret not going to a univeristy this year but, its not God's plan for me to go out of state

right now hopefully next year. . who knows? Whatever God wants from me this year is so

confusing to me right now but i pray that he can show me what he wants & why im stuck

here. in this state of nothingness. (well thats a bit dramatic, but thats what my lifes feeling

like compared to other peoples amazing stories & plans that God has for them)

im blessed

Lemon Lu Lu & Tammy The Tulip? Ha!

Can i just say that i love you lacie?lol some of the best times i've ever had are with this girly wether it watching chick flicks, chugging Dr Pepper or talking about Boy problems & i am so blessed that God has given me such a super friend. . .because what can i say were a movie! i mean what friends can talk in baby voices & get away with it being adorable?lol none but us haha P.S. i'm still marrying Joe Jonas though : D sorry love ya! muhaha

^man who knew that, that trip was gonna turn out the way it did? well at least we have the memory of wrestling on the hotel bed while kaitlyn was screaming! ha ha

im craving something sweet!

well it has been a long sunday filled with many emotions. Today was Tori's last day at church before she goes to U of A this week. I must have been insane but i've never really faced the truth & it really hit home today. Tori is leaving & its sad but i know God is sending her to Ghetto Tucson for a reason.lol & if i have to drive up there every 2 weeks to keep in touch then i will :D

these past couple of weeks i've had an emotion that i cannot describe. . i dont really know how to explain how i feel. . .odd huh? i guess so much haas gone on. what a summer

Later this evening i went with my parents to 5:00 service & Len spoke a really awesome message. I know as a christian there is many things that keep you from growing closer to God & it makes it difficult to stay connected to him & if there's any "boxes" in your life that you need to give them up. God is the only one who gives me life & i know his yoke is the only thing i want to take on in my life.

my saturday

so i am about to head off to my friends youth service & then later tonight were going to watch Notebook & eat junk food & just have an all around good time! Cant wait

im so exhausted i barely got any sleep last night & now i have to get up at 5 tomorrow morning for church! yay thank the lord for Coffee : D

Bye now. . .

i love a good worship song

Thank the lord for good music, right now i am trying to learn a new worship song called " The more i seek you" it is such a beautiful song & i encourage anyone & everyone to listen to it. Its on my playlist : D

Well im going to go wash my car right now & Spray the water hose at the Dogs haha my favorite!

Headed off to Camber later fun fun

i'm goin crazy here! Save me jesus : )

so i havent been on the internet for awhile
alot has gone on this summer & im glad that school is starting soon, i cant believe i just said im excited to start school but i am : D
I feel so out of place ever since i graduated, for the longest time i've been so used to a short summer & then back to school, but now i have such a long summer that im going crazy im not used to all this extra time.haha
i hate not having a busy schedule it drives me insane most people would kill to have a life style thats less hectic but not me. I love action & always running somewhere. . .so having absolutley nothing to do right now is making me hyper : D
i wish i was starting school soon but i still have a week left : (
im feeling very optimistic right now
i need a change but i just dont know what kind of a change.lol if that makes sence?
well keira is coming home in less than a month & i couldnt be more thrilled!!!