I decided to Write again. . .

. . .So here i am once again, i have decided to start blogging 1. because i love to write, and 2. because i know there is alot that needs to be said. I am now a sophmore in college, still going to Chandler Gilbert which i enjoy very much. College has definitley been very interesting and i have gotten the best grades of my life and learned things i never thought i would learn. I still have not decided on a major; hopefully soon i will know. I was thinking Nursing, but i have doubts in my mind that i would be able to handle being in a hospital all the time. . yet i am still very intrigued by helping people & the medical field. Theres also that artsy side of me that i just dont know what to do with. Of course Journalism used to be my major. Until a English teacher scared me away from writing after having a horrible English 102 class with her and recieving my very first C on a writting paper in my life. I havent exactly given up on journalism just because i dropped the major, but i am very intimidated by the media industry. You see & read what the Media has to say everyday & it comes off quite decieving. Realistically alot of people dont know what it takes to get into that industry. Often times you start out as an intern and work your way up to what you want to be (i.e. reporter, coulumnist, editor) That makes me think would i have the patience to wait & work my way to the top? I cant quite say, but being in an industry where it is solely based on looks and rank vs. skill and talent would be very difficult. I most of all right now need to listen to what God has to say to me. I need to open my ears to what i may not be hearing & listen to what i need to hear even if it isnt always what i want to hear.